To the End of Things

We met on a Sunday for sundaes, and right out she said that she belonged to a group. I think she wanted to jar me. The group, she said, believed the world was flat. It could be worse; signals from space she received on her radio, or maybe through her spine into her skull. That’s usually a deal-breaker, she said. I winked, not sure what a wink would mean. She seemed to like it. We walked down Armitage, and I wondered if this was what it meant to be un-lonely. I don’t know, she answered, and I hadn’t known I’d said it aloud. She bumped against me a lot. Helicopter leaves whirled around us and I thought of gravity, how feathers and rocks were to fall at the same rate but only in vacuums, in worlds unlike our own. We looked in windows and a painting of a grotesque woman gnarled like tree knots spooked me and sent me running down an alley. I thought I’d again once again ruined something, but she’d run, too. Now, we have something we can laugh about, she said. I asked her where we were going, walking like this, and she took hold of me and pulled me along.

Randall Brown teaches at Saint Joseph’s University, holds an MFA from Vermont College, and is the Lead Editor at Smokelong Quarterly. His essays, poems, and short stories have appeared or are forthcoming in Quick Fiction, Cream City Review, Hunger Mountain, and others. He is the author of the award-winning collection Mad to Live (Flume Press, 2008).